and now for the sad news

this hit me really hard - i was going through a very emotional time personally.
I took little willow to the vet because there was something wrong with her tooth - it was swollen inside of her mouth she wasn't eating and she was pretty nasty (i would be too if i as in pain and hungry)the vet told us it was an abscess and that it was pretty routine surgery (surgery and routine two scary words) well we lost her during surgery - i have to say i am still not over it but Sam and i are hanging in there - i am going to wait a while before bringing another bun into the house - give myself time to get better (not get over it) for now little Sam is being spoiled and loved by everyone